date:Sunday, October 14, 2007
time:10:52 PM
title:
Have you ever questioned
yourself about things that you could never get answers to?
Questions such as..
What happens after we die?
Is there really heaven and hell?
Is there such a thing as life after death?
What is true love?
How do we know when our love is true?
Is there such thing as unconditional love?
What is my purpose on earth?
Will my friends be there at my funeral when I'm gone?I've always thought about life after death. I have always wondered if I'll end up in heaven or in hell.. and I've always wondered what will happen after we die. But sometimes, I can't help but think our memory would just blank out. And, there's no such thing as heaven and hell. I don't know. If there is such thing as heaven. I really want to be in heaven right now.. It's just so confusing. I wish my soul could just leave my body for a few minutes and wonder around, so that I'll know what will happen after death. I'm selfish. I want to die before all of my loved ones does because I don't want to experience the emotional pain of seeing/knowing someone I love leave me for good.
What is true love? That is something I can never find the answer to.. Well, even if you do get married like some dumb silly fairy tale (though life will never be like one) to the person you're madly in love with.. and you die knowing that you can never love another.. Is that true love?
What if you're hanging on the line, to choose between your life or your partner's? In the end you sacrificed your own life.. Does that mean your love is true? Simple questions that no one can ever answer because some times, there's no such definition of that particular word in life.. though it can be found in the dictionary.
Nessa asked me this before,
"Everyone has a reason why they're living on earth. What if you have already served your purpose and.. you're still living on.."What really IS my purpose on earth?
I really want to know my purpose and.. I'm still waiting to serve it (although I don't know what it is) Oh god, this sounds ridiculous.
If only someone knew the answers.. to everything. I would really want to know all the answers to the questions I have. (When I'm still living.)
Labels: no answers., So many questions
